After having an utterly terrible day yesterday, today was fairly decent. I think my family understood that I was completely devastated and they at least attempted to make things a little better. 

I just don’t know. I am really boggled right now. 

It started out this afternoon when I was in really bad physical pain and tried to hide it. My brother noticed and actually came over and asked if I was alright and if I needed anything. Later, after having made my mom’s, brother’s, and sister’s beds did I actually, for once, get a thank you. My mom needed to go to CVS and she actually asked me if I wanted to drive her there to get her prescription. And then again later to go pick up dinner. And just a few hours ago, my sister rented movies that she thought I would actually like. And we even went to the gas station to get a few snacks, I drove once more. Her and I just watched Puss in Boots and Hugo together, sitting next to each other, without fighting or yelling or calling me horrible names and putting me down. 

So I don’t really know what is going on, but it actually just made me cry. I just cried so hard for at least 30 minutes because I am confused. This just doesn’t ever happen. 

And to be honest, I am expecting that it will be as it usually is tomorrow.