encourage:

Do you ever get in those moods when everything annoys you and you’re just so irritated and nervous but you have no clue why, and you just want to punch a hole in the wall and then break down in tears?

You basically replaced me in this household anyways. You are more of a daughter to her than I am. You participate in more things. You get along better with everyone. And make me look like the bad guy. Also you are taking my hours at work as well. While mine get cut. My family doesn’t even consider me for anything. Why am I still here? I am so pissed, so upset, that I feel like crying so much right now, or want to hit something and either break it or my fist. I am tired of feeling left out of everything. But no matter what I do, you always seem to do it better. You are the perfect daughter my mom never had. I am done… it always feels like a fucking competition with you. Fuck this shit, I’m done. You want to take my spot? Wear my clothes? Use my shit then lose it? Fuck it, whatever I am so over this bullshit…